My Will, My Wishes, My Life.

In an i-weekly interview, 李邪talked about how we should write a will every few years, and compare what matters to us and how these things and people change as time goes by. Here goes:

For my will, I want to give all my money to my mum, meaning the full sum of my POSB savings
My lappy and printer I want to give to my sister, and my comics and other funny books to my brother, or if he doesnt want some, to my cousin Shu Run, and if she doesnt want, to my other cousin Rong Yao.

I want to give my books away to all my friends and I would like Miao to have the first pick, followed by Wenxin, followed by Xinying, then Yen Ping, then Liyan. Any other books left should be thrown away or donated if anyone wants them.

I have a file which contains things I've written, quotes from here and there and some random drawings on nice looking construction papers, and I want Liyan to have them.

I want my CDs to be shared among my mum, my sister, Miao, Wenxin, Soo and Sheng Xu, in that order of choosing. Anything left can be sold to Cash Converter.

My VCDs/DVDs should be first chose by Estel, then Joyce, then Miao, then to anyone who wants them, then to Cash Converter.

I want to return Xinying her SIMS2 game.

I have 2 quote books with all the nice quotes I've found meaningful and copied down from books, magazines or movies and anything under the sun. The first one was given to me by Ms Anna Loh, I hope to let her read it, then I want Hsiang to have the book.

I want Estel to have the 2nd book which is unfinished and I hope she finishes it for me.

I have a sketchbook of Jimmy drawings that I liked and drew it down, I wan Wenxin to have it.

The other sketchbook of comic book characters that I like I wan Shu Run to have it.

My files and boxes of old notes, textbooks, essays I've written, my articles printed on newspapers should be burnt away.

My mum can have my photo album which I took pains to arrange my photo from since I was a toddler til now in case she misses me.

Victoria can have the album where I arranged nice and rare stickers together.

The last album with special receipts, notes from friends and ticket stubs should be shared by my family and friends, i.e. whoever gave me that note or watched that movie with me can take them back. Remaining ones should be burnt.

My clothes, my bags, etc and my handphone can be sold or whatever my family decides to do with them. The SIM card should be in my pocket when I get cremated.

My main maple account should be given to Glen in the hope of getting to high level and helmed one day. My mesos half to Yen Ping and half to Joyce from main account. All other noob accounts shared between my mum and sister.

All other bits and pieces of things I've collected over the years, my OnePiece figurines, my poker card collection, my post card collection and etc should be piled up somewhere in front of all those that I know and they can take whatever they like after my family choose them first.

I want to say thanks to Dr Lau because she's been generous and kind to me throughout our employer-employee and teacher-student relationship, supporting me continuously and through financial means, and I'm sorry to say I am not the nice girl I am in front of her in reality.

I want to say sorry to my Fudan friends, to those I get to know in Kumon, to those I get to know during LEP camp, and LEP Taiwan trip because I never bothered to make time and strengthen our relationship better.

I want to tell my classmates from kindergarten, primary, secondary school, jc and uni for not keeping in touch or try to keep in touch at all.

I want to thank wenxin for tolerating and being with me for almost 10 years as classmates and friends.

I want to apologize to those I've offended or stabbed in the back, and for some others I do not want to apologize. I think they should know who they are.

I want to tell my teachers that I actually respect them a lot and the reason why I'm reluctant to be a teacher is because I think I cant give up as much as them to nurture the next generation.

I think Weishi is so courageous to go overseas by herself, I think Tracy is brave to take up archi, I think Jieying is so independent, I think Tiffany may be just a mistaken person though most of the time I think otherwise.

I admit that I think Ninja and Weihao and Kiren and a lot of guys I see should just get a life. I think Ming is out of her mind to be with that "King".

I hope my brother, my sister, Glen, Joe and Tri can give up smoking.

I hope my aunties and uncles and cousins from my father's side bothered to take time and understand us, i.e. me, sis, bro, mum.

I hope when my father dies, he goes to a different place from where I am, even if it means I will be in hell and he goes to heaven.
Actually, I hope he dies before I do so I could spit on his corpse.

I want to thank Kiat Ping, I think she's one of the nicest lady I've seen.

I hope Cai Xiang gets well soon.

I hope everyone will be a little better off without me, I hope I made a difference.