Damnit

Like they said, if you're so reluctant to do face-to-face interviews and talk to people, how are u going to become a reporter?
Yea, how ? I am so doomed.
Introvert? Why am I an introvert only under such circumstances?
Damnit~~

Unlike my friends Estel and XY, I don't think I can survive on appreciation and love and thanks and innocence from the kids.
I love kids in a i-love-em-but-i'm-not-having-one kind of way.
Which means I'll only survive if interaction between me and the kids is within 20 minutes.
How to be a teacher?
Especially when nowadays kids are not half as innocent as they used to be.
Research shows that kids starts to learn deceit and manipulation when they are 6 months old.
Damnit.

My friend WS is leaving for Sydney, Australia.
There's a nice ring to it all. Sydney, My God.
If I was under the same circumstances I don't think I'll even have a chance to go overseas to study.
Count your blessing where you can find 'em, I guess.
So yes, I'd loved to go to NUS and continue my studies.
Continue being tested and judged and screwed.
I know people who'd be dying to be in my position.
Damn this system.

Dear Estel, I love you~
Take care and *hugs*
It's ok if you don't wanna keep in contact with the rest of the human race,
Martian Chee will always be available
Ok that sounds wrong
Oh well...