Just almost...
and I realise losing my phone is the most eventful thing that happened to me for the past 9 months.
Thing is...I cannot say its because of the many many pieces of luggage or the terrible crowd, it all boils down to my own carelessness and it could have be prevented.
So actually it's all my fault, and the good thing with blaming myself is that I forgive myself very easily.
I love myself too much to be tough on myself...so sometimes its easier to just carry all the blame and burden on my own shoulders.
I think its a psychology thing....I can psycho myself very easily into believing everything's alright, that what happened happened and could not have happened any other way, given who I am and what situation I was in.
Then again if I know the reason now everything seems ok is because I lied to myself, doesnt it mean I wasn't convincing enough?
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