"i find it very sian. to go to sch not expecting anyone n not having anyone to expect u ther"
"totally like nobody cares if u died or not"
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It surprised me a bit when I realised my friends didn't consider taking the same modules together.
Then it dawned upon me. It's just me.
I was the one who needed to get rid of the classmates/classroom dependency.
Maybe it's because I am not eager to make new friends.
Maybe I was out working too long to make a new social circle again.
Forming new relationship are always tiring, maintaining them is twice the work.
I was trying not to think of that.
Not to think of university as a school, just as a bridge between me and my degree.
I'd feel better with myself that way.
Why am I so tired?
2 comments:
My sentiments exactly. But i guess its sth we all have to get used to, that the friends we eventually make aren't gonna be as close as those in jc where we went everywhere together.
I miss those days...=)
What I dread about university is all the socialising I'll have to do. I guess that's why I didn't sign up for orientation. I guess that's why you didn't, too. Anyway I already have the feeling that I won't like most of the people in FASS. And can you imagine having to work on projects with them? *bang head against the wall* I think everyone in university is going to think I'm a recluse.
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