In Deep Shit

-I realised the tutorial for the latest module that I bidded for, The Search for Life on Other Worlds, is the one and only one and it's on wednesday, and it clashes with my other module lecture, Introduction to Chinese Studies.
I called up biochemistry department and they directed me to the lecturer and person-in-charge, and he suggested that maybe I could skip some of my other lecture or sometimes skip his tutorials once in a while to maintain both.
I wanted to shout through the phone,
"WHAT KINDA SHIT IS THIS WHEN YOU DON'T PUT IT AS BUNDLED TUTORIAL AND EXPECT STUDENTS TO FIND OUT BY THEMSELVES? WHAT IF I DIDN'T SEE IT BEFOREHAND AND THEN IT'D BE TOO LATE TO CHANGE IT AND I SHALL FLUNK BOTH MODULES?"
But, I didn't.
I just said thank you and hung up and let the cells in my body die one by one due to stress and depression.


I am now waiting for 1 o'clock to see closed bidding info to decide whether I can drop that biochem and get 50 points deducted for nothing and use the remaining points to bid for something I can survive with.

-My friend hope I can go for Rag day on saturday, but she can't give me any info on what time, whether I need tickets to go in, how to obtain tickets, how to get to Padang. Essentially, everything I need to know.
And she's going with her orientation group.
So whats the point if I go or not go right?
Why do I have this nagging feeling that my friends are not exactly the type of friends they are to me as they are to others?
Now apart from the possibility of meeting up with a cyber friend so I could get the damned ticket from her that day, nothing else seems certain regarding Rag day.
Yes Joyce thanks a lot for the info u gave me.
It was more than anything I got the last few days.

-I am contemplating to write to my mum about how I feel about her and her increasing gaming addiction, my gaming addiction and our problems due to gaming addictions.
And also other long due to be discussed problems that we left untouched over the years but I lack the courage to write everything down.
I know it would break me into pieces.

-I think there's too much on my plate now due to school, tuition job and SPH job and other jobs I'm juggling. But I need the dough to support myself.
A friend asked why I so ping ming and work so much for what?
I felt a little angry then.
I am going on 19 and I paid for my own student pass fees and travelling fees and my living allowances and am going to pay for my own laptop and uni school fees, so do u expect me to sit at home and play maple and let money drop from the sky?
Sadly to say my mum didnt have an affair with Bill Gates.
So I gotta fend for myself.

AND LASTLY, SORRY IF I OFFENDED ANYONE.
I NEED SOMEWHERE TO LET IT ALL OUT AND IF I CAN'T DO IT ON MY BLOG, WHERE ELSE?